Peter was out of town last week and I decided to rent some girly movies that I would not have seen had he been in town. I rented Life As We Know It. I don't know why I would rent a movie about babies but as I was watching it on my couch snuggling my cute little pooch, I found myself hoping that would happen to me. I don't want any of my friends/family to die so that I can get their baby, but I would love if a baby came into my life that quickly/easily. I have seen the show I Didn't Know I Was Pregnant and have also had similar thoughts. It would suck not to know I was pregnant, but wouldn't it be nice to come home with a baby tomorrow? On the other hand, I want the pregnancy experience. I want to nest and to have a cute little baby bump. I want to have the experience of preparing to be a mom.
We finally heard from some of Peter's family. My SiL texted me quite a bit and was very thoughtful. My FiL sent me a one sentence email as did another SiL (she already knew so I wasn't expecting her to send a response at all). I guess it is better than nothing. It is a little frustrating that we don't have more support from Peter's family. Not so much for me, but I want Peter to feel unconditional love and support from his family. Whatever.
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