It started. The dreaded wait. I have been on bed rest which, unless you are sick, is totally sucky. I am so bored! Luckily I got some work done today. Plus, my mom came over and got today's lunch, tonight's dinner, and tomorrow's lunch all ready for me. It's the little things like that that totally make a difference.
Well, the embryologist called today and said none of our embryos matched the criteria to freeze. I was ok until I said it out loud to D. That means if this cycle doesn't work, there is no back up plan. I guess I was a little too hopeful when I found out how good our embryos were before the transfer. I thought to myself that if these were so good, we would have at least a couple more to freeze. I started crying and got this sick feeling that if they weren't able to be strong enough in "ideal" lab conditions, how could the ones in my uterus be expected to make it? I still have that sick feeling, but I'm trying to be hopeful. This whole thing is so up and down, it is hard to digest at times.
I'm still coughing some, but it is getting better. Tomorrow I'm not on bed rest, but I plan on doing as little as possible so that I can create a good environment for my little babes.
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